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so why don't i marry it?
craig dawson and i pulled some funny moves last night. it involved putting all this random junk (bottles, parts to a hooka,a clock, and an entire fold-up chair)in strategic places on jcrazy's sleeping body.then i filled up a water balloon and whipped it at him as we ran out. boy it was some good fun. madeira wine was good. i'm anxious, waiting for the portugese festival. mass madeira will be consumed.
well the real reason for this update is, i have a new livejournal account name so everyone add it. (i havent made it pretty yet) it's: http://recognize-real.livejournal.com/
so do it up
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[04 Jun 2006|08:50pm] |
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Samantha says i should update, so WTF!! right? sometimes you just gotta say wtf... make your move. yeah so its been a while since i have touched this thing. i wonder if i'm an alcoholic. i'm not really sure what the prerequisites are for filling the position of an alcoholic. i don't drink to numb my feelings, because i don't need to. i haven't had any real... solid feelings for a while. any emotions i experience usually are all mixed up and vague. some say i'm hard to read. i agree. i met this girl a few weeks back. she dug me. i was diggin too. i paid a $40 taxi charge for her and what do i get? she deletes me on myspace. it's all good though. bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks? maybe. it's easy to say but it's hard to actually believe. just like it's easy to to say "i don't give a FUCK, holmes!" but you do give a fuck. and you know it. it's alright though. you are cool. "summertime is the killing season. it's hot up in this bitch; that's a good enough reason" quote from 50 cent back when i actually thought he was gangsta. but i think he was right when he said that. lots of violence around here lately. i don't know what it is but two people i know have gotten killed, a kid's mom got killed right across the street from me. i got in a fight too. dunno who won. neither do witnesses. maybe it will be settled in a future encounter. that would be cool. you know who i hate? promunists. did i have a job last time i updated? i'm a sanwich technician at D'ANGELO. it's fun. shaun and i fuck around. i like working at a store. especially with no boss. people straight up get their sandwiches from me. conrad moved away? last time i saw his was when i was tripping off LSD. he just popped up out of nowhere on some dark road as we were walking and tripping. he walked with us for a little while. but eventually he just walked off into the night as abruptly as when he came. So as he walked off, i told him to keep ramblin. and i thought to myself "that's a great man." and some flashbacks played behind my eyes somewhere. i'll probably see him again in the future. maybe i won't. if i don't, i won't be dissapointed in the last time i saw him.
"Oh, I don't know that. Let me tell you what I do know. Every day I come by to pick you up. And we go out we have a few drinks and a few laughs, and it's great. But you know what the best part of my day is? It's for about ten seconds from when I pull up to the curb to when I get to your door. Because I think maybe I'll get up there and I'll knock on the door and you won't be there. No goodbye, no see you later, no nothin'. Just left. I don't know much, but I know that."
so, ultimately, i'm not expecting to never see him again, but if i don't, he better fuckin be the man for the rest of his life. if i see him in the future and he's total garbage, it will feel like everything so far has been a lie. but i don't really expect that either.
recently ive been hanging out with some good people. There's the OG crew, of course. TJ and Melissa are great people. Craig Dawson is always on point. Nicole is hilarious. TJ has a great "family". They are great people. John Steele is living in their house. i like John. A lot of people i know don't like him to much. but those people probably arent my friends. i miss bHontz.
bruce. i miss bruce.
maybe i'll update soon.
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[06 Feb 2005|01:38pm] |
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hung out with ben yesterday for the first time in centuries. went to a
show. the show was pretty good. Sirens is really good. When Never
Declared played bad religion me and casey shared the most quality
facial expression. Blackout was good as usual and extra stylish.
Drawblood was real good. Poppy, upbeat hardcore. Good stuff.
after the show it was time. You know that time. That very special time.
No, not blowjob time and not peanutbutter jelly time... BEER DRINKIN
TIME!!!
big case of miller and some bitch drinks for the bitches. it was a small but amazing party.
i hooked up with two hot girls at the same time while i was wearing only a bra and a skirt.
but the evidence (video) is going to be destroyed unfortunately because
some people get ashamed of what they do when they are drunk. Because it
was definately the coolest thing ive ever done. i'll put up some pics
when i get them.
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| do you not think we are..... indians?? |
[26 Jan 2005|10:27pm] |
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Today was great. J-Crazy and Dylan came to my house early this morning and woke up me and bruce. Bruce had slept over my house 4 or 5 nights in a row because basically there was no way for him to get home in all the snow.
During this period my grandmother also spent a few nights. she is insane. like last year she was weird but now her alzheimer's is out of control. She thought that my paremts were on vacation and she was taking care of us when in fact they were just at work each day. here are some her quotes from her visit: "hmm..'John Kampersal'.. i think i used to know a kampersal"
"the tenants who live on the second floor werent very happy with me. i woke up and there was a man with his wife in bed and she didn't look very happy to see me"
"do you want me to write you a check for five dollars?"
"either you stop playing so loud or you take it to your own house!" "but this is my house" "no it isn't"
"whats the number here?" 15 minutes later "whats the number here?" 45 minutes later "Whats the number here?"
i'm happy she's gone now.
but anyways today Bruce, J-Crazy, Dylan and I went to Dylan's. We all got some shovels and went to work. We constructed snow walls around a large area in his yard wich went upto like 4 feet high. then we took a lamp pole and stuck it in the middle and made the roof from blankets which were all attached to the centerpost. we also put a sign outside the tent that said "The Lazy Salmon Super Rebel He-Man's Club". It was the hotness. We put in two chairs and a loveseat and brought in mad instruments and jammed out. And then we blazed up in the clubhouse and a whole bunch of people came over. we also got in a club war with some little kids who live across the street. I played the keyboard for so long. I love that thing. I have no idea how to play keyboard but i came out with some hot shit when i was blazed and i got some good feedback from people who were listening.
I wish bruce didn't use all his camera's battery taking myspace pictures of himself =/
Then i hung out with erin because she is raw. That's a good thing.
Also i have a new band. If you like Star Wars and you like hardcore you might like it. www.myspace.com/sarlacc
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[21 Jan 2005|05:09pm] |
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took an oxycontin last night it didn't do anything
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[09 Jan 2005|10:49pm] |
Counter Strike arrived just the other day and its already taking over my life again.
Yesterday started out TERRIBLY. I had to wake up at 8:00 to go to SATURDAY DETENTION. That wicked sucked. But they didn't make us go out and pick up trash like they usually do. So it wasn't that bad. I put a big dent in the da vinci code while i was there. that is an amazing book. dan brown is a genius.
At 1:30 i went to tyler's with anthony for hell of a copter practice wich just turned out to be us standing around and waiting for somthing to happen.
J-crazy, Bruce, Jenice and I arrived at the show. It was pretty good. Lover Left You Bleeding is sooooooo good. The rest of the bands were good. Orchestrate The Incident isn't bad at all. It's probably Tyler's best band.
My band, Hell Of A Copter, did alright. It certainly wasn't our best show but we had fun. I had a seizure in the middle of Slut Machines but nobody believed me so its all good. The performance involved us cutting j-crazy's hair
Cory o'Conner Blazed me up and that instantly made my day better. When the show was done bruce and I hung out with Katie and her friend and we went to a party. I played some bayrout (correct my spelling) and got krunked. I had a good time. It was a really fun party too. Good people. Excellent night.
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[07 Jan 2005|08:38am] |
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yesterday was a snowday. sanowday mean i stay home in my bathrobe, watching seinfeld and eating bagels until Shaun gets home so we can jam for a little bit. I need to get a new high hat. I know i won't though. Even if i did get enouhg money i would spend it on somthing stupid. Shun and I picked up some bud. First time i ever smoked a shaun blunt. It was pretty damn good. I rolled a jay. We went to the movies and saw A Series of Unfortunate events. I didn't like it.
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[01 Jan 2005|01:57pm] |
new years eve was really fun. first, shaun and i went to Steve Vinci's
party wich turned out to be fucking sweet. free beer and bud to drink
and smoke and we bought a couple of grams for $20. It was a sweet deal.
So we got krunked. Steve Vinci kept getting tricked into drinking piss.
Shaun and i played so much donkey kong. Everyone at that party was
awesome. There wasnt anybody i hadent engaged in conversation with. I
met Tom Reynolds.. or Geoff Rowley or somthing. He had the same name as
a pro skater. I think its tom reynolds. Maybe neither.
First time i have ever shaved another man's head. and into a mowhawk no less.
We decide that if we are gonna go party hopping we better start hopping
so we get some grub and go to the blues bastard party which wouldve
been cool if we were over 20 and knew anybody there but we weren't and
we didn't. So we left after exploring the house for a while and we went
back to Willbank's house to see whats up and there was still shit going
on so we blazed some more but we were asked to leave at some point.
Katie Druin Showed up.
So we went to Latham's house which had more people than all the
caravans at the soccer feild. It was packed to the brim with screaming
people. We arrived just as the countdown started. Met some people,
forgot their names.
And lastly, we payed erin a visit in fairhaven around 12:30 and stayed
for a few hours. Erin made me noodles and it was all good. It was a
fine way to end the night.
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| he'll cut CUT CUT! CUT!!!! |
[26 Dec 2004|12:18pm] |
This christmas was good. I actually enjoyed it. My parents let me get drunk this year so i didn't have to pretend like i was having fun with my relatives. I got good presents. I got a new bass, a new harmonica and a new computer which i'm whippin right now. I went out with Bruce, Shaun and Conrad at night to go blze up a few bowls of dro and then we went to see Aqua Life with Steve Zissou wich was absolutely AMAZING. Anybody who had good taste in movies, GO SEE IT. We met up with bouche too. Him and Shaun are supposed to be coming over today to jam. I'm getting pretty good at drums. Not really good but ive gotten used to it.
I'm also hanging out with Erin today for the first time in wicked super long time ^_^.
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| desperately seekin boozin |
[21 Dec 2004|09:22pm] |
i'm so bored right now. ive done nothing but sit at home today. ive been bored to the point where ive been making sandwiches just to see how they come out. i'm not even hungry.
nobody in the gaming group can wait any longer to game. everyone is so anxious. to be perfecty, perfectly honest i'm looking forward to it more than i'm looking forward to christmas.
NotFatBigBoned12: you know how important D&D is to me? baad craziness: how important?\ NotFatBigBoned12: im cleaning my room
nick desalvo (dunno if i spelled his name right. drummer of tchaikovsky) is anxious to play too so i made him a Captain Hruan character for when he comes over on thursday.
yesterday, bruce convinced me to walk out of schoola fter A period with him because told me he had money to buy food. turns out he had 2 dollars. bastard. so i decided i wanted to go to Jenna's. I chilled with Jenna until like 8:30. We watched anime and stuff it was a good time.
turns out i get written up by all of my teachers for skipping. usually i wouldnt care about this but this year Mr. Letendre has called my parents every time ive gotten in trouble because he wants to prove to them that i'm as bad a kid as the adderall incident last year almost proved me to me. and since i got im in a huge amount of trouble because he suspended me illegally, he doesn't like me too much any more.
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| what are doing out here in the desert man...? |
[19 Dec 2004|01:21am] |
Yesterday Rizzo, Conrad, Zoe, Bruce and I went to Thayer St. in providence because its real fun and all. We blaze up a joint and a bowl of some good dro i bought off of this kid Juice. Juice is the man. So everyone's pretty high and we get to thayer st. we go off on our business having a good time and what not until we go into urban outfitters and everything goes wrong. Rizzo tries to steals tuff for one reason or another and she gets caught. Long story short they brought her downtown (to the bighouse, the slammer, the pinstriped sally) and we are stranded in providence for 5 hours until bruce's dad picks us up. While we were there we met one of the funniest people (and single coolest cop)ever , Officer Finnigan who talked to us for a while as we waited. i would say all in all it ended out all good but.. say that to rizzo who had to sleep in a cell over night.
Today me, bruce, jay, meyer and sam played a new D&D quest with conrad as the DM. Oh man it was so much fun. We played from around 4 to 9:30. I haven't played a character in so long. But if you play D&D and your looking for a good quest, theres an excellent one in my basement. I'm playing a level 9 evil sorcerer. he's absolutely the man.
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[16 Dec 2004|10:21am] |
kyle said i talk shit about people to better my self image. kyle said this... kyle rioux. am i the only one who finds this a bit giggle-worthy?
but i'm not even getting into that... if you don't see how thats absolutely ridiculous then you don't know kyle.
but yeah... moving along (and avoiding using my journal as a vessel for drama)...
i gotta stop saying "ridiculous". I need a synonym. somebody get me a synonym.
lately ive been hanging out with rizzo and zoe. they are good kids. We always have a good time even when doing nothing. I haven't been blazing much lately. I smoked tuesday but before that i hadn't smoked for like a week.
I hope i can get a ride to the show tomorrow at All About Records. I'm really looking forward to seeing Et Tu Brute and Tchaikovsky.
Girls have been liking me lately but i keep not doing anything about it. I don't think i like that much attention. Maybe thats it or maybe i just made up a reason because i can't really figure out why i'm so picky about girls. No matter. I try not to think about it.
I hope i can pass all my classes. If not i'm dropping out and going to night school because i don't feel like staying back again.
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| and now for something completely different... |
[25 Nov 2004|03:55pm] |
Right now i'm in Plymouth. Really wish that i wasn't. i didn't get to sleep until 6 yesterday. had sort of a slumber party. Yesterday was really strange because it was just so long. We had school. Then school ended early so me and Casey went to bruce's house and smoked a jay and walked to the park to do some spinny swings. Then me, Casey, Craig and J-crazy went to my house where i pwned them in pool. Casey had to leave to bake some whathaveyous. i rolled another joint and went to the mall with it. That's the only way the mall is any good. You must be intoxicated.
gotta get ome bud tonight. it's hard for me to get it when on vacation though. but yeah... this is my main concern. getting meyer blazed. it's gonna be a ride.
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| LITTLE! ANDROID! MAN! |
[16 Nov 2004|08:29pm] |
Went to casey's last weekend and drank beer until i passed out on his bathroom floor for two hours. that was a good time. we watched bill murray movies. casey is the man and his house is fun too. his sister is really cool too. She reminds me of my photo teacher. They could be the same person. it's a chill spot. good times.
speaking of photo class i have a project due next week. i should get started on that. the best pictures i ever took for a photo class were when i was high. i'm debating whether i should invest in some ganja or if i should do it without the assistance of my tetrahydracannibanol.
sunday me, shaun, j-crazy, conrad, and nice fat blunt drove up to boston. boston was fairly uneventful but pretty damn fun. We went to condomworld and we had snowball fights. it was a good time. It was also good to hang out with shaun again. i hope we end up hanging out more often.
i hung out with jamie yesterday!!! i love jamie. i hadn't seen in in forever because she doesn't love me back. jamie is a great girl but she kept trying to kiss me.*
ive been hanging out with molly a lot. she's a hip hip hip girl and i love her to death. kinda wish i hung out with mike again. i'm gonna have to trick him into hanging out with me at some point. maybe i'll shoot myself in the leg and call him up and tell him i need a ride to the hospital. it's a plan.
*this isn't true
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| here comes the big ol fat husband... |
[08 Nov 2004|10:58pm] |
So i discovered that my upstairs shower can go for like an hour and half without running out of hot water... i did not know that. So i just got back from a 45 minute one. I like to just kinda sit on the shower floor and chill. Close the drain so it eventually turns into a bath too.
I took adderall today. 60 mg. not so bad. did a lot of school work. and i'm gonna be up all night because i took it at lunch. i still havent eaten anything.
i'm plannign to start a new band with meyer and casey called xbrontosaurusx. i'll do vox and keyboard and the keyboard will be programmed with dinosaur noises. meyer is bass and casey is drums. all the songs are about dinosaurs.
i wanna play the cup game but the only problem is i don't know how.
it's starting ot piss me off how i am always typing wrong. i always put my "g"s before by "n"s. example: i'm eatign puddign!!
it does NOT. MAKE. SENSE!!! chewbaccaneretarorabolefrENDORklivkdwq....
alright i'm out of here.
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[07 Nov 2004|04:44pm] |
 i don't know how to play the guitar
 i don't know how to play keyboards
 covering leftover crack
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| since i don't use my journal for anything else.. |
[04 Nov 2004|05:41pm] |
LASTS
last kiss: not for months (SOMEBODY HELP ME OUT!)
last cigarette: about 45 minutes ago
last good cry: i can remember some bad cries.. but the last good one... final fantasy 7. i thinkw hen aeris died
last library book checked out: probably somthing for school. i don't really like the library. i like books but not the library.
last movie seen in a theatre: somthing bad.. like that sky captain movie
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: coke
last food consumed: pretzels
last phone call: probably like.. conrad or somthing
last tv show watched: seinfeld
last shoes worn: duane peters
last cd played: cursive- the ugly organ
last item bought: SLAMIN' FROM CUBERLAND FARMS NIGGA!!!!
last thing downloaded: probably some spyware but i don't know about it
last annoyance: i'm gonna keep my mouth shut on this one
last disappointment: how nothing happened today
last soda drank: coke
last ice cream eaten: mint chocolate chip
last amused: can't even remember
last time trippin on drugs?: yesterday... well... i wasn't trippin' i just smoked some pretty nice bud. last time i actually tripped was months ago.
last time in love: jenna
last time hugged: in school at some point
last shirt worn: "yous a ho!"
last time dancing: in D period
1 MINUTE AGO: was filling out one of the previous questions on this
1 HOUR AGO: ac moore with kyle and bruce
1 DAY AGO: smoked with cornad and shaun
1. What do you most like about your body? i don't know.
2. And least? my.. ribs?
3. How many fillings do you have? like 5
4. Do you think you're good looking? i'm alright
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? sometimes
FIRSTS
First job: zeiterion theatre
first screen name: nacho110
First funeral: my nana <3
First pet: yoshi my guenea pig.
First piercing: i tried peircing my ear once at shaun's liek a year ago.. stayed in for like a day.
First Kiss: this girl sarah when i was in like 7th grade
First one that mattered: sable
First Lust: sable
First love: maybe sable
First enemy: probably shawn hogan
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| too much to drink |
[31 Oct 2004|09:05am] |
went to lenny's kegger last night. It was a radicaly fun time. I got really really drunk and i sang Illegal Immigrant Rock by my band (and brock and booker knew how to play it. it was sick)and Kingsford by Tchaikovsky. Man, Tchaikovsky is so much fun. Kyle's band, Never Declared, played. They were good. It's a shame they won't be around for long.
But, before the second band played, someone jumped Lenny outside and the crowd fled. At this point i was seriously trippin because i was really drunk and i smoked some dro too so i was just flippin out. But yeah we ended up at kyle's and i passed out on the nice cool bathroom floor.
and good looks to conrad who helped me get home without dying on the way.
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| yeaaahhhh |
[24 Oct 2004|01:21pm] |
the show was awesome. It was real good to see all those kids again. I was really really high for the whole thing. I smoked two bowls of dro before the show then during the show, in between bands i smoked four joints. I was done. Then after the show we went to the band space and we smoked a few bowls from the bong and a blunt and i drank two beers and half of a forty. i was done. The bands all played really good. Especially Tchaikovsy. They played first and i got pumped.
i'm so bad at updating my journal now. it just doesnt interest me.
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| kill cops!!!!! |
[23 Oct 2004|12:38pm] |
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yeah so my friend's like to play "everyone touch zack" when i'm high. bastards,.
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